Guilttime

Out of all the emotions, I hate guilt the most. It just sucks altogether. I hate being the recipient and I also don't care to be the "guilterer". It's a dirty emotion that almost always implies ulterior motives and/or forcing someone into doing something that they don't innately want to do. 

Now of course this doesn't just come out of no where. I didn't decide to blog about my least favorite emotion for kicks and gigs, but I just don't want to indulge in the story. It makes me feel guilty for feeling guilty. 

I am a person of reason. If you can clearly explain your thoughts and argument behind an idea, I can at least respect your position. I may not take your side, but at the end of the day, I won't think less of you. However, if you choose to guilt me into something, a switch will flip within me that cannot ever be changed. You are forever labelled, a guilterer. 

I guess this comes from my recent new motto in life: be straightforward. Don't beat around the bush, don't lie, don't take the easy way, don't sugarcoat it- tell it how it is. Guilt does not follow this rule; ergo, guilt is my own personal anti-Christ.

Oh, and also the fact that guilt will occasionally work on me may, in fact, bias my opinion. 

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From Grey's Anatomy- "You're my person"